My first blog.

Some people have their first born, their first home, their first brand new off the showroom car; me, I have my first blog. I really was excited about this. Thinking about all of the things I wanted to write but then I had to set the whole thing up which is normally something that I am good at and enjoy but just now I had a lot of things I wanted to write and I have forgotten most of them, and believe me, they were quite brilliant. I focused most of my energy on picking a name that I can never change. That permanence always freaks me out anyway. Nothing should ever be unchangable. The real reason that I thought I should get a blog is because people get tired of listening to me. I have had the blues for the past few days and I am trying to find an outlet. I really think my problem is too much testoterone. Not that I have a hormonal imbalance or anything, its just that, I have 3 guy roommates and work with 12 other guys. There are very few women that I interact with daily. I never thought that this could ever be a problem until now. This past weekend I spent mostly hanging out with some girlfriends and it was so much fun. I didn’t realize how much I missed basic female interaction. The funny thing is, last year was completely opposite, I worked with all women and it was terrific. Anyway, I am not going to become a lesbian or anything but I am going to make it a point to have a little more girl time with my friends.
I also have been a little homesick. I am a southern girl living in Los Angeles so most of my friends are back home. I love living here and have only started feeling this way over the past 4th of July holiday. This is mostly because everyone there was partying and spending time together and calling me and it has been almost a year since I have been back so naturally, it made me a little sad. On one hand this is a bummer but on the other hand, it means that when I do go back in November, I will be so excited to see everyone and a good time will be had by all. There is a chance that I can see some of my peeps at a wedding in Vegas soon, if I am able to attend. We will see what happens. Well I guess I will go. I have a very important question to ask myself: Can I live without HBO?