where to begin

Wow, it’s been a year, more than a year since I last wrote.  So much has happened to me. Perhaps the biggest things are being a size 7 again, losing my beloved Kitsy, and ending my 10-year relationship.  I am an entirely different person.  I have discovered that my 30s are pivotal in that I’m definitely searching for something.  When I turned 31, I moved across the country, at 34, got “divorced” and started acting like a college kid again.  Don’t get me wrong, I’m having the best time of my life, but a part of me wonders what I’m doing and when I’ll figure it out.  For right now I’m just going to sit back and let life happen because I think what I’m really looking for is me and I’ll turn up before too long.